Friday, January 29, 2010
okay haha again it has been a really long time since i last blogged, and like i guess i really can't remember much of what has been going on already haha :/ prob nothing much also lah anw, i mean like when i'm working, how often do i actually get to go out there and do fun and nice stuff with friends? haha okays so i guess i only remember eating dinner with ducky at chicken hotpot, hanging out with shing last thurs and fri, class girls dinner just now, brown, astar and dsta interviews, afternoon out with shing last saturday and sunday, lunch with shing ytd and today, picnic last monday evening, and yupp i can't remember the rest alr sigh oops. ): and i'll blog about all these when i'm free-er yayy ((: must must blog so i can remember yayy all the great memories ((:
and well although i could easily list loads of reasons why my life sucks right now, e.g. workplace issues omg so fan srsly, but i have a lot of nice things to be happy for yayy ((: ok must must must vent about the horrid stuff first grrrrr ): first of all, my workplace sucks because i have such horrible colleagues. female colleagues to be exact ): it's so not like school, where my girlfriends are all so nice and we can actually be really close and have so much to talk about (: in the office, the females there are mostly bitches. the number of nice and non-bitchy females there is so small i can count them using my fingers. ok shall count now. and omggg grand total of: 6 non-bitchy females. :O the rest are... well, bitches. D: e.g., some of them keep throwing me bitchy looks :O for what reason i have no idea, and yeah well i may be blur and stuff and some people may just think i'm being hypersensitive as usual or what, but well i can sense such things lorh, and i sense that they are just being plain bitchy and hostile, like hello?
just because you all are old and bitter about life, doesn't mean you have to stare at me like that all the time when you walk past my desk?
you also (refering to a different colleague now), just because you are fat, doesn't mean you have to give me that withering look everytime you walk past my desk cos i am slim and have a nice figure and you know it, while your stupid butt just freaking wobbles when you walk?!
And you, you freaking indon bitch, also don't have to freaking march up to me and scream about why your leave is being deducted? like hello, if you have a good reason for being late then please mention it so i won't take it as being late without excuse and then you can keep your half a day leave -.- and hello to you the same freaking indon bitch also, i might have accidentally deducted your 17.5 days leave but i cancelled the change alr hello, and if you didn't manage to get your leave back, it was because of a system error ok. SYSTEM ERROR understand. it's not my freaking fault, understand, it's cos the system didn't cancel the change immediately, so you can be patient and wait a while more and don't have to freaking look like you wanna eat me, and go like "ni3 zhe4 shi4 shen3 me4 yi4 si4!" haha omg you're so unimportant in my life anw, would i have any intentions pertaining to you?! :O
and yeahh ok see these females are so bitchy and there are only a few nice ones i can talk to, and ok la at least those few are really nice so yayy (: glad to be able to have female friends here at least (: and ok so since the females are so horrid i end up being friendlier to the guy colleagues. and omg at first i thought i found a nice guy friend to talk to, and i thot he was just being nice to the new person here, but then he asks me out for lunch and asks for my number, emails and drops random smses frequently and even offers to reschedule his
business trip so he can have
lunch with me when i am finally free next next week :O and this is where i start getting freaked out omg cos he is like almost 40 and still single?! where do all these workplace absurdities end omg?! i can't talk to most girls and now i can't talk too much to guys too or else such things will happen :O omg just like li jie put it during class girls' dinner just now, I am really in quite a difficult place to work in :O like, ok so what am i to do omg :O it's no wonder i feel so unhappy here right?!
omg why can't office be like school omg :/ and given the sort of environment i am in now, obviously i prefer being with my friends and hanging out, rather than working omg, but like leave is a prob here ): cos i can't go on leave too often without deserting my work in the office and stuff and omggg my supervisor has to leave at this time and i have to like take over her stuff and also help orientate the new person when she arrives? like omg, all these happens when i really really want to take leave to spend more time with important people :O what's wrong with my life man omg :O
omg and that is why i am still glad for the important things that brighten up my life now at least (: like my lunches with shing yayy ((: don't know if you'll see this la haha, but you're the best lah omg ((: pop down to my ulu office to have lunch with me and then hang around 4 hours till i knock off ((: it's the things like these that make my day really omg ((: like, omg it really keeps me going when i know i can see my cutie and whine and rant about work after i knock off ((: yayy (: makes my life so much better yayy (((: and like, things are always so much simpler when it comes to both of us ((: just you and me and nothing else yayy ((: and like, no complexities involved cos we both understand each other so well and you know how i think, but you don't act like you know everything about the way i think and feel and yayy that's the way i like it man (: omg it's really such a blessing la, so glad i have you yayy ((((:
and stuff like gatherings and meeting up with friends makes me super happy too ((: like, omg, can literally feel the endorphins gushing through my blood ahaha xD like 413 gathering and 6W girls gathering and ducky chicky outings! ((: it sure feels nice being back among my group of friendly girl friends ohmygoodness ((: and love catching up with you all and reliving the old times omg it feels so warm and happy yayy ((: it's the stuff like these i always look forward to as well yayy and they really make my week ((: and yayy so happy haha class girls gathering will be once a month yayy ((: it's to ensure we'll always remain close and not lose contact with each other omg yayy rocks la ((: it's like just really so nice to chat and, ok la gossip a bit oops, and have little heart-to-heart sessions with each other ((:
love thinking of nice foood too heh oops ((: like, fantasizing about what type of food to eat when i'm feeling bored at work (: hehe i have just added curly fries to my list (:
ah omg so late already omg ): kayys i shall blog about all those stuff i mentioned another time! (: byeee :D
Thursday, January 14, 2010
ohmygoodness i haven't blogged for so so long haha working life has been reallllyyyy busy omg i hardly have time to blog anymore these days haha and there were actually so many things i wanted to update here heh but omgg srsly just no time!! D:
kayy i was supposed to start from the week before xmas eve week haha (:
ok i really can't remember much of what happened alr hehe shall start from erm 17 dec i think haha (: went to send my violin for servicing in the morning haha yayy once i pick it up it'd be ready for playing alr i think haha yayy then i can start playing it again haha omg i hope i haven't forgotten how to play omg i haven't touched it for like at least 3 years or so omg crapppp fingers are probably rusty alr omg :/ nvm must jiayou hehe i shall try to at least get back to my original standard haha (: then after that i met up with little daniel in the afternoon! (: we went to tea cosy at plaza sing haha it's a really nice and quaint cafe i think haha coolios man i like interesting places hehe (: like this one omg! (: it was apparently a furniture shop originally but they converted some part of it into a cafe, so there are still a lot of furniture pieces in the cafe (: and we just caught up and chitchatted la haha (: and little daniel's childhood pics are so cute omg hahaa xD then after that we had quite a lot of fun playing the bishibashi at the arcade heh though i was pretty hopeless at it la omg oops :p yayy so yupp that was it for the day haha (:yayy i love catching up with friends omg (:
then had a very small xmas gathering on the 19th at my house haha (: basically it was just my relatives and a few friends there la haha (: joyce, jn ah ma, ducky and shing! (: haha yayy so we just ate a lot oops haha and then played games hehe xD damn fun la omggg i remember we made up chinese versions and malay versions of the game hahaa totally went mad playing omggg :D heh superbly funny omgg a lot of random funny things happened along the way haha but i really can't remember much hehe all i remember was that we were like laughing all the way omg hehehe xD and it was especially great having joyce over omg haha it's such a rare chance to be able to meet up with her la omg ((: oh and i must thank you all for the lovely presents haha ((: loved every single one of them omg yayy ((: you guys are the sweetest! (:
haha can't remember what happened on the 20th omg oops i think i went out with shing after church or sth? oh no oops crap really can't remember omg i think we went to watch avatar or something (: it was quite nice yayy i liked the effects! (: and the storyline is quite good la yayy :D
yayy then on the 21st i started work! (: am now working as a temp staff at sennheiser haha (: and yupp got a lot of things to do la i'm busy most of the time haha but that's good i guess haha no point being so free in the office that you rot away also anw haha :D just that sometimes it's really omggg so hiong haha it's like omg you're kept on your toes all the time :/
and maybe because of work, or maybe other things haha i'm not sure, xmas didn't really feel like xmas anymore la! D: it somehow felt less exciting and stuff haha and less christmassy :/ which was such a shame sighh cos i was really expecting this year's christmas to be splendid or something but somehow yeah la totally no mood to celebrate, so yeahh ): plus omgggg no midnight mass D: omg xmas midnight mass has always always been the highlight of my year since like at least 3 years ago! nvm arghh i shall look forward to this year's one (: haha last year we went for the xmas morning mass in the end, and so qiao omg haha we bumped into my mom's family friend haha coolios (: then after mass i met shing and we went to watch alvin and the chipmunks haha funny show omg and i totally love theodore haha he's so super cute la feel like pinching him hahah so chubby and cuteeeee ((((: then went over to my grandfather's house to celebrate with relatives haha we ate a lot omgggg faints haha and i remember eating a lot of fruit cake omggg! (: but it was really yummy la haha (: and we played table soccer and concerto and a lot of other games haha super fun omg and haha mel is really just damn pro at uglyuglyugly omgg she really takes the cake man omgg! (: ooh and we played blackjack with uncle james too yayy haha and i won 80 cents from him omg yayy :D haha didn't dare to bet overly-high stakes yet haha xD
hmmm and oh noes i don't really remember much of what happened on 26th or 27th omgg ok all i know is that i went church on 27th la and i only remember alvin making a lot of lame jokes and speaking in funny accents haha xD and after that i can't remember omggg i think maybe i went out with shing or sth? (: but all i remember is eating veal sausage spaghetti at food junction for lunch hehhh omgg i don't remember what we did after that ohmygoodness :/ shing you can remind me if you remember haha (:
and then on new year's eve, once i finished working my half a day at work, omgg it was a mad rush chionging US apps essays at home omgggg D: but finally finished whew with a lot of help from shing haha omgg thanks for helping me edit and look through the essays omgg ((: and so glad i finally finished la omgg i swear US essays are the most troublesome ever omggg so many essays and supplements to complete omg i died writing them omggg D: oh wells hopefully can get in la haha (: and hopefully can get scholarship too omgg if not cannot go uni anw! D: ahh omgg D:
and yayy after chionging essays, i went for sakura buffet with shing yayy! (: and then we went to orchard central rooftop garden for a while haha see the nice night scene and everything haha i love that place la it's so so nice and pretty there ((: and then we got tired of standing around and went spinelli to sit down and have a drink haha yayy ((: then went back to the rooftop to go countdown for new year haha xD super cool la omgg we managed to catch the fireworks from there! (((: haha fireworks pics are on fb yayy ((: but so annoying omggg so many people's heads were in the way omgg block my nice fireworks in the pic D: but yayy i loved the fireworks omgg it was really a very beautiful sight ((: yayyy :D :D though it would have been even nicer to be able to see it closer up la omg yayy but haha nvm it was still a pretty great view from the rooftop anw! (: yayy i think this was my happiest new year ever la haha normally i'm always very sad about the new year cos i feel extra nostalgic and everything, and just dont feel like moving on to the next year and stuff haha i like to hang on to the nice stuff from the past haha i dunno why (: but yeahh this year i actually don't feel so sad about the new year omg haha well it's an improvement i guess! ((: and well i suppose i'm hoping that the coming years will be nice and everything la haha so wells yeahh must be optimistic haha yayy ((:
then after coming back from countdown i went to catch a few winks of sleep hehe then woke up early next morning to go KL with my parents! ((: and oh gosh it was really great omg we had such a great time shopping omg there was this awesome new shopping centre called pavillion haha it was omg better than ion in my opinion haha ((: there were just so many shops omgg you could like totally shop there for 2 days and not get sick of it :D and the best part was that my mom was smart enough to book a hotel just next to pavillion hehe :D yupp we stayed in grand millenium hotel, and yayy it was like omg 3 min walk from pavillion (((: happiness omg :D and yayy i bought some nice stuff from there haha bought a pair of really nice shoes haha red and black woohoo so chic :D yupp so haha all in all i totally loved the shopping hehe xD fun fun fun :D
then next day i went for caas tea session with shing! (: and before that we went to eat lunch at popeyes haha omgg i was so annoyed can omg cos they didn't have the biscuit omggg i love the biscuits la omgg why did it have to be out of stock omggg D: haha but nvm la at least they replaced it with mash potato haha which was super yummy too yayy haha but i still wanna eat the biscuit thoughhh omg craving for it la!!! (: haha and yayy i think caas is quite a nice place to work haha (: well the pay is low though haha D: but the stuff they do there is quite cool la really (: and can work in changi airport omg love the food there (((:
then after that i can't really remember much of what happened again :/ all i remember is just work work work omgg really no life alr omg i think studying was so much better indeed omg now i understand why people say they'd rather study than work omgg i swear working is no fun at all omg it's just totally sian and i miss all my friends and everything omg ))): and i miss being able to monkey around and just chill with friends omg down here everything is so serious ahhh last time school was so fun la can do stupid things all the time omgg over here i think you'd prob just get killed or stared at if you do retarded stuff!! D: omgg i really wish i could just work part time or sth omgg work halfday everyday omggg buay tahan la i'm damn sian D: miss school omggg miss all of you ))): oh gosh the degeneration of my holidays ))): the only plus is the extra money you get from the salary la i think! (: OMG I MISS SCHOOL D:
and omg omg pray pray very hard can get a nice uni and that everything goes well and can get the scholarship or sth omggg i don't want to be stuckkk here!! D: must make sure the last few years of student life are super enjoyable omggg i'm so going to make the most out of it omggg! cos after that it's just going to be endless work and blah omggg D: now i see why people wanna marry rich husband and be a taitai omgg cos ya working is really no fun k i'm serious omgg ya i wanna go be taitai alr too omg just dunno if got this fu2 qi4 haha! (: everyday slack and have fun haha ((: but the downside is that your brain will rot omgg then when you get old you'll become an old bimbo omggg horrible :/
haha hmmm okays besides that lemme recall what else happened (: haha ok really can't recall D: oh i remember having some nice dinners with shing on some weekdays haha (: yayy hee :D
ooh and last saturday i went to eat macgriddles breakfast with shing omgg finally can satisfy my craving omg i'd been craving for macgriddles since like dunno how long ago omgg i think since J1 since ducky told me about it omggg (: and yayy i have to say it's really nice man omgg (((: yumyumz :D and then we went arcade to play some games haha :D table soccer and basketball and bishibashi and some shooting game haha ((: shooting game was damn fun haha but knuckles hurt after a while heh D: i think i loved table soccer the best hehe ((: feels damn good making the player whack the ball super hard haha xD yayy and we went for pizza hut dinner! (: yum haha ate ourselves silly as usual omgg oops haha but it was a great dinner la yayy i loveeee pizza! :D and all cheesy things omg crap haha so unhealthy right xD
then sunday met shing to mug after church haha (: i was mugging for basic theory test omg heh (: and i like the nlb study area haha the outdoor one heh it's nice la the temperature is just nice cos no aircon yayy and the environment is nice too omg ((: love it (:
monday was my BTT! ((: and omgg i passed i passed i passed!! ((: so happy omgg yayy this saturday i'm going to apply for provisional driving license and sign up for practical lessons alr omg so excited! (: and gonna pick up my violin from servicing too omg yayy i am so gonna brush up on it alr really omg ((: yayy exciting ((:
and i'm so proud of myself haha my boss is on leave these 2 days so she set me work to do but i finished it all in one day (today) haha yayy means tmr i can slack haha :D but must slack discreetly omg which is a problem sighh cos a lot of people walk in and out near me omgg zzzzz crapppp D: want to slack also cannot sigh haha )):
yayy and today i had a nice dinner with shing after work at thai express haha yayy ate so much omgg my tummy feels really satisfied man haha (: and sighh we're so poor thing haha dinner has now become one of the only rare few chances for us to meet up these days omgg sad case really D: eat alr then gotta go alr omgg D: but ah wells better than nothing la i suppose (: sigh must start getting used to it anw omg ns coming soon :/ and yayy dinners together are always super nice anw yayy! (:
and yayy i'm going to watch backstreet boys concert with ducky omgg i'm so so excited!!! :D :D can't wait can't wait ((((:
ok that's it for now haha tmr got work again bzzz D:
Sunday, January 03, 2010
hello everyone i'm back from KL! ((: haha yayy and HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone! (: it's a bit belated i know haha but no choice la :D and yayy hope 2010 will be a great great year for all of you! (: (: (:
i guess i'll really miss 2009 haha it wasn't so much of a super duper sparkly kinda year for me haha in fact it was peppered with many ups and downs haha but wells I guess i'll still miss it anyway cos like i suppose i'll miss the wonderful memories that 2009 brought with it, and all the great times that have passed and can't be relived again, but wells i do hope 2010 brings nicer and better memories so yupp ((: ahah i'm always so nostalgic at the end of the year sighh D: really can't stand leaving the nice stuff behind hehe ):
and okies time to remember 2009 haha (: wow ok it was my A level year haha how memorable omgg hehe all those times mugging in the library after and school and stuff haha, though now come to think of it, despite all the stress and everything, mugging was actually pretty fun in a way la (: maybe cos you know all your friends are mugging too and everyone is there for everyone so yeahh it was nice in a way (: and quite fun talking rubbish occasionally with friends to destress haha :D and hahaha i haven't mastered the pen-spinning trick yet haha one day I shall become super pro at it man haha xD and yupp omg i am super glad As are over haha like finally omg (: 12 years of education has just ended haha :D i'm not sure if i feel very much smarter haha but i'm just glad that i've had lots of fun in school la (:
haha and 2009 brought with it syf too haha ((: oh gosh the syf prep totally just drove me mad omg it was crazy and hectic and what with school work and h3 and everything, omgg it was just crazy la ): i felt sleep-deprived like practically everyday, and after lessons i still had to drag myself to harmoc, help out with pracs, omg it felt like torture sometimes especially when the J1s just played super crappily and i was dying to scold them alr but i just felt too tired and sian to do so hahaha, or when i just felt like snapping at ppl who kept talking and not listening during pracs ): but anw, pracs were still pretty enjoyable overall la (: and it really felt great being able to make the ensemble sound nicer so yeah (: and harmoc ppl are really a super fun and nice bunch to be with (: we are all just really like a nice big family yayy and everyone is so warm and nice to talk to ((: and harmoc concert was great! (: not as stunning as i wished, but it was still the fruit of everyone's hard work after all, and i think the audience enjoyed themselves at least, so yayy i'm glad that we pulled it off well (: and sl song was my fave item heh such a memorable experience too yayy (: and so proud of the J1s (: haha you all won't get to see this la haha but wells i'm just damn proud of you all anw cos you've all come a long way like i've told you all before haha yayy (:
and yayy i loved 2009 for the other fun and nice times it brought with it too ((: like all the randomly nice moments with friends haha (: like how we sometimes go mad cos of sth stupid and retarded that someone did, or cos of a super lame joke or sth (: and all the sweet stuff that my dearest friends did for me throughout the year -- shing , who was there for me in every possible way and who gave me lots of nice surprises during syf season accompanied me home from school everyday, etc etc haha there's really too much for me to say here, and my dear jn ah ma who bought dinner for me on days where I still had to go for harmoc after h3, and gave me cute plasters when i was feeling sian, ducky who said sweet stuff and wrote me sweet notes during stressful times and nice emails when i was dying of boredom at home with nothing nice to read, margaret for being the super kind soul who always helps your frenzied friend here haha and for being a nice consultation partner haha, sharon who is always so comforting during my times of failure and unhappiness, joyce who provided me with long dist emotional support all the way from italy through your nice, cute and sweet emails haha you always put a big smile on my face somehow (Tiamo tantissimo too!! (((: ) , daniel for always being there when i need to rant in huge volumes and for helping me look at things from a different perspective, clement for always being there too when i need someone to rant to and for the random entertainment you provide sometimes when i'm bored haha and for helping me out sometimes (hahha yeahh when you're not being annoying you're actually quite nice hehehe xD ), neville didi for being the greatest brother ever and for always providing great guy perspectives and advice loll haha and for being there to talk to xD
yayy and there's just so many more things, so much more sweetness and niceness from people that i won't have space to write here haha i'll just keep them in my memory la haha ((: thanks everyone for being there! ((:
and i'm really gonna miss school omg )): i kinda think school is definitely much better than working now omgg at least I kinda had fun everyday and i really enjoyed the company of everyone around in school la (: it's just a different atmosphere altogether i suppose, and yeahh it feels so weird knowing i won't be going to school tmr anymore )): that's one chapter of my life closed, and oh boy it does feel sad knowing that ): without school, there's less opportunities for me to see all the people who mean so much to me, and everyone is just gonna all go different ways from now on; we'll all do different stuff, go different unis, work in different places, etc omg it's really sad omg D: but wells i shall try my best to keep in touch with everyone important to me yayy (: shall go online more often whenever i can and maybe email/ write letters etc (: so fun haha xD i rmbr i have a pact with marg, xw and joy hehe we're supposed to write to each other when we're in uni :D hehe assuming we don't all end up staying together in the same apartment or sth (:
and haha of course 2009 brought some troubles and stress and not so nice things with it too, arguments, unhappiness, hurt feelings and stuff, times when i saw through people's empty words and stuff, times when people don't mean what they say and yeahh it was a pretty unpleasant feeling sometimes but well i suppose it's good to give people chances to change! (: 2009 has certainly shown me that haha ((: and so yupp i'm hoping there'll be less of these unhappy stuff in 2010 yayy (:
and well i suppose that most of my probs in 2010 won't be so much of a stressful nature anymore, since there's hardly anymore school to speak of haha and that's a good thing i suppose (: all i'm hoping for now is that the good things from 2009 can still last in 2010 (: some things are gonna take a lot more effort and some extra time now that schedules are harder and more complicated to manage, and there's the prob of adaptability to new ways of doing things and stuff, but well let's hope everything goes smoothly (: sometimes time and distance strengthen rather than weaken ties, and i sure hope that applies next year and beyond (: it's such a waste when people drift apart i think haha D: i think ducky and i share the same thoughts on drifting haha lol maybe it's a girl kinda worry or sth ):
oh wells (: anw haha i shan't make new year resolutions hehe they don't ever work out (: hehe i'll just take each day as it comes i suppose haha i'm sure i'll find great ways of dealing with them (:
hehe okie this is my new year's post haha i shall blog about KL and christmas and all my other stuff another time (: someone remind me haha thanks! (:
reply to tags:
ducky: haha ahh i didn't get to go outing with you hehe but yupp so glad i could see you for a while haha and thanks for the goodies from HK! (: i loved the hellokitty stuff hehe (: jiayou for work and everything else k haha we should meet up soon haha we have a bodyworlds date yes yes! (: miss you! ):
daniel: haha yupps! (: and haha why's the wow so big hehe xD thanks k haha jiayou for all your stuff too haha you busy guy :D and paiseh couldn't talk much the other day haha was chionging apps but haha so glad it's all done alr yayy! :D
ducky: haha hello again! (: yayy i had lotsa fun haha shall blog about it another time soon hehe yayy (:
